I’ve decided to grace this page with the profound lyrics of my new favorite song — as well as a big piece of my life of late. Just seems like I never want to wake up, never want to face the “rampant chaos” of reality, because it’s so much easier to pull the covers over my head and stay in the world of my dreams. Lord, do I really have to go out into this mess of a world for you? Do I have to reach out to a world that hates and fears me, and learn to love people I don’t even like? But… I guess you did for me.

Evanescence ~ Imaginary

I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops
As they’re falling tell a story

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

Don’t say I’m out of touch
With this rampant chaos – your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The Goddess of imaginary light

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

Okay this is my first entry, and all I’ll add is a cry of frustration at not knowing how to build website thingees.  ARRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!


there, are all you web geeks happy now!??!?!?!?!?!?!?